January 2011
20 posts
Happy New Year.
I’ve come to know, that each year, is a teaching year. I learned a lot about myself, and even more about the people you have in your life. I lost a lot this year, but in those losses I guess you could say that I gained a lot too. I am looking forward to the upcoming year, not because I feel like it will be “my year”…but because I have nowhere to go but up from here. I am...
December 2010
103 posts
last day of the year..to do list.
1. clean my room.
2. shower&shave.
3. go to the market and get ingredients for french apple desert.
4. go to home depot for some paint
5. paint a little bit.
6. clean the house.
7. do my nails.
8. think of what i want to accomplish within the year.
9. do my new years resolution art project.
10. reflect on the year.
11. chilllllllllll.
2011--
likealeopard:
Finish strong, have courage, be active, be expressive, and break right out of this shell that 2010 has put me into. The tough year is almost over.
Funny how death is. It tears you apart and brings you together at the same time.
You realize that no amount of time would have been enough.
That even if you knew it was coming, you still weren’t fully prepared for it.
It’s not that life is short, it’s that you don’t know how long you have before it ends.
Life is the closest thing to forever.
Rest in paradise uncle...
day 13>name something disgusting that you do.
hold money between my teeth and lips when i dont have anywhere else to put it and I am using my hands to handle other things.
life is too short to be worried about all that...
day 12>what are you worried about.
I’m worried about my uncle.
Im alsobworried about ny family who are also worried about him.
And im worried about how my family is going to handle it once he passes on.
day 11>would you rather be stuck on an island with...
At this moment, being in love isnt even a concievable notion, and ten years sounds like IS a long time. So I dont think I could do that, and besides I would miss my people too much. So I think I will go with the latter. A month would fly by, and I would probably spend majority of the time alone…I could get my eat, pray, love on, on that island.
day 10> one thing you lied about.
I think that a constant lie that I tell, even to myself, is that I am okay with my parents divorce. To be honest though, I am, my parents divorcing was far from the end of the world for me. However, I still hold a lot of resentment for my dad. Lots of unnecessary shit was done and said, and I havent fully forgiven him. In all, my lie is that I am close with him, and everything is goody goody.
I...
Sometimes I think we spend too much time worrying...
is this love by corinne bailey rae
day 9> something that makes you sad when you think...
Finding out that some of the people that are irreplaceable to you, can be people that you are replaceable to. It’s a sad thought, and a hard pill to swallow.
“The purpose of relationship is not to have another who might complete you, but...”
– Neale Donald Walsch (via jaeboogie)
day 8>your last night out in detail.
it was last night.
i went out with some high school friends, we went out to drinks.
then we came back to my house,
the boys smoked
my friend and i sat and talked.
then i drove with two of the boys back to suisun,
then got dropped off at home.
Culture
likealeopard:
i must confess that waltzes do not move me. i have no sympathy for symphonies.
i guess i hummed the Blues too early, and spent too many midnights out wailing to the rain.
- Assata Shakur
day 7> things you like/dont like about the way you...
dont like:
my weight…somedays
the inbtween stages of my hair growing out.
like:
my lips.
my tattoos(does that count)
my eyes
….happy that my list of likes was longer than my list of dont likes.
&everything else I am pretty indifferent about.
“People tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will...”
– (via tiffandknee)
day 6>how would you spend $10,000.
I would put 8grand in savings for when i move away in the next couple of years.
& use the other 2grand toward a new laptop and art supplies.
I suffer from entomophobia (severe fear of...
