December 2009
46 posts
Today is the last day of the year, and as cliche as it may sound I find myself reflecting on the things that took place through out the year. The people I met, the people I lost, the places I went, the laughs and the tears, the joy and heartache. I am amazed that the year is gone, when I can vividly remember things that took place 10 months ago, and its still feels like only yesterday. I’ll...
Yesterday my ma and I went to this lamp store, because she wanted a new chandilier for the foyer of our home. The more gaudy chandiliers were the ones I found to be the most visually appealing. The more simple ones lacked the awe factor, my favorite chandilier was the one that looked like a shower of crystal disco balls, and crystal beads.
The pictures posted of the streets were taken in...
I have a terrible tendency for leaving articles of my clothing at another persons house. Its usually a shirt or a sweatshirt. But, I also tend to steal shirts and sweatshirts from the very people who I leave my shirts and sweatshirts with.
I went to the pet store yesterday with the thought that in going, I would leave liking animals. That isn’t what happened. I left feeling a little dirty because animals smell bad and because majority of the animals at the place made me gag, I left with a grip of pictures of some of them. I will post a few of my favorites.
It’s 11something and my mom is still sleeping, My mom is one of those people that usually wakes up no later than 8a. So this isn’t normal. If she isn’t up by twelve I am going to go see if she is alive still.
If you need me at three in the morning, just to talk, or to sit and stare into the emptiness of the world with you, I would.
My blackberry internet has been down all day, and I am mad. Hella mad, my blackberry is on the top ten things that are most important in my life. Yea I know, how materialistic, but nahhh, its more than that shit. My blackberry provides entertainment when I am maxed with boredom, serves as a diary when I am without pen and paper, serves as a schedule keeper, the shit keeps me connected to...
one of my new years resolutions is to stress less. this stressin on little shit really is killing me, so i guess i am going to be a little more care free.
i am finally going to do my holiday shopping today. i hope everyone likes what i get them because its not going to be anything major, seeing as how i am soo broke. after today i will have like no monies, kinda sad that as i go into the new year im going to be more broke than a joke.
i need to win the lottery hella bad.
“be yourself, &be true to everything you believe in, and it will come.”
– shock g in tupacs documentary
Some days I feel good about all aspects of myself, and some days I don’t feel any good about anything about myself.
Some days I feel as though I can take on the world, and other days I feel absolutely defeated by it.
In watching the history channel today, I learned that there is potentially another earth in our solar system that we dont know about because our technology is not advanced enough to search all of the depths of our universe. If there is another earth, it could be the earths parallel universe.
the jungle.
Hercules, which is where I live, is the mother fucking jungle I swear. There are turantulas, black widows, and owls, which I see frequntly these parts. Well today, I was up to my usual routine, pull the car in the garage, get out and walk around the front of the car, and the BOOOOMMMM! There was this big ass mother fucking potato bug. Swear, no lie, the shit was the size of a second edition IPOD...
The future scares me, more like terrifies me.
I am going to paint my nails black today.
You know when you lose something important, and you turn your house upside down and inside out and still don’t find it. Yea, its suck big fat rhinoceros dick.
“I believe that the future only begins when the past has been completely...”
– Ettore Sottsass / Design Museum Collection : - Design/Designer Information (via superbarbs) (via yearslater)
if something means the world to you, you might...
‘You never know what you have until its gone’ is the saying that I find I have been repeating to myself the most frequently as of late. I have a terrible habit of having something and not wanting it. Then once I no longer have it, I long and wish and dream that it was still in my possession. Not realizing what I had, until it was gone.
You are supposed to learn from your mistakes,...
“If you love something let it go. If it comes back it’s yours, if it...”
I have kept later hours, but for some reason tonight I feel EXHAUSTED. Before when I used the term, I dont think I really knew what it was, or perhaps I did and I was just exaggerating to make a point. But right now, I am battling to keep my eyes open, my head hurts becuase I am tired, and my body is begging me to stop doing all that I am doing and just face plant into my bed. Its not even...
I need a new job, one that pays decent.
“I would say ‘larger than life’, but I’ve never understood that...”
– The History of Love, Nicole Krauss.
Today was a good day.
Nothing in particular happened to make it good really, but nothing bad in particular happened either. I suppose I just feel accomplished. Not everyday comes to an end, and the overall feeling I have is accomplished. So I am enjoying it, basking in it, because days like this aren’t exactly frequent. Majority of the days in the year, are just that, days. Nothing...
I have never been inside of an ikea, ever.