November 2009
21 posts
I am a creative person, well to me that sounds a bit pretentious but its the only way to label what I feel that I am. I am inspired by nearly everything and those inspirations force me to create. I guess I am a relatively creative person. I like the word relativity more than I like the word relatively. My mind is scattered which is kind of annoying to some people namely my mother, because my being...
ayo, its thanksgiving, and i am sitting hre doing the cliche thing and thinking of all that i am thankful for. and i am more than thankful for a lot, shit i am thankful for everything, but at the top of my list is being safe and sound and warm in my home surrounded and enveloped in positivity. i know there are a lot of people that dont have that, and that is what i am most thankful for. second;...
so its tuesday, and i dont like tuesdays, just how shit is.
but this tuesday i was feeling a little different, maybe it was my lack of sleep due to heat trouble. either way, i was in rare form today.
so just a list of shit thats on my mind.
1.hospital grape juice beats all other brands, and i had to find out from the nurses that this shit is brandless. so i cant even go to the 7eleven and get...
When I am stressed beyond words, when I am done internalizing everything, and I just need a physical action to separate my thoughts from my mind I smoke a cigarillo. I go outside and sit on my deck, I let the cold crisp night air embrace me. I feel around the pockets of my coat to find the lighter and the cig. I pass the cig through my fingers and place it between my lips. I play with the...
I hate going to bed with a head full of complicated thoughts, I toss and turn all night like my moving will free me of them.
things i love thursday.
1. being inspired.
2. getting a phone call from someone you’ve been wishing would call all day.
3. apple pie with butter pecan ice cream.
4. friends that visit while you are on bed rest.
5. when you get a package in the mail sooner than you expected.
6. finding something you thought you lost.
7. a clean room (one of my favorite things in the world)
8. when a song you forgot you loved...
Both of my parents hail from the south, my father of Louisiana, and my mother of Arkansas, both of them coming from big families, huge even. My father is number 10 of his 16 brothers and sisters and my mother is the baby of 16. Many a summer I have spent in these southern regions, taking in everything that differs from my city life. Watching my parents completely let go of city life and immerse...
Today was just one of those days. You know that day that you have been dreading for awhile; you already know it’s going to be shitty just because of what is making that day dreadful in the first place. Then that day arrives, and it’s even worse than you thought. That was exactly how today went. I tried to make it better, I watched a movie, I ate a Bugs Bunny Popsicle, & I even wrote some...
The sheets are pulled up over my head, with headphones blaring in my ears I have finally found peace. The world may still be moving outside, but all of that is unknown to me. I have finally figured out the trick to getting the world to stop. I let go all of my insecurities, wants and desires in a heavy exhale and inhale freedom of my mind. I think of nothing and everything. I am relaxed. I am...
“Feel like I’ll never be the same…”
“And I know you been chasing me too, since they kidnapped me from my castle,
I...”
– lupe fiasco
“I wanna be beside her when she sleep as she lay
Or we can stay awake and watch...”
– lil’ wayne
I have this bad habit of wanting something I can no longer have. When it was mine I didn’t want it, now I can’t have it and I want it back badly. I do this every time, and my hang up is, I don’t think ill ever know what I want in time.
“You can’t resist him. He’s in your bones. He is your marrow and your ride home....”
– weezer (via trustmeilie) (via soleiltresbein) (via lovebug) (via sarahkristenn)
After being in the hospital all day long for heart complications, the conclusion was made that I need to lead a life with less stress before I end up having a heart attack at age twenty. Shits in bad shape. So I guess what that means is I need to go ahead and be an artist already and just hole up in a studio somewhere like berkeley or san francisco. And I need to just have a dark room setup, with...
