December 2008
36 posts
bad company corrupts good character.
rant/rave/vent.
I have decided to cut you out of my life.
You are an asshole, you have evoked emotions in me that are in no way contributing in a positive way to my character.
I veiw you as an arrogant, egocentric, slightly psychotic, completely nuerotic, dickmunch, selfish pig bastard. You are controlling and minipulative, you are kiniving. You are not someone i want to even say that I...
“All these dudes know how to say is ‘gimmie’.
Gimmie some ass,...”
– Show Me What You Got by Jiggaman
you should tip her, you should tip her.
The act of skimping on tips for reasons that dont include poor service or poor food quality is really a peeve of mine. Quite frankly if you can’t afford to tip, perhaps you shouldn’t eat out, or you should dine at a cheaper establishment. If you dont like doing the math atleast take the tip and double it, but most cell phones come with an easy tip calculator.
The reason why I care...
Last night did not happen as far as I am concerned.
drinks last night with cousins & pop was delightful, but with good conversation and good company how could it be anything less.
dancing & hookah tonight & gas squad gathering tomorrow night.
i am sure will be one for the books.
nightmare before christmas.
Leave it to me to have a nightmare before christmas, it was horrible.
Then again, what nightmares arent horrible.
Christmas was good.
My kid brother bought me this super dope NY calendar[is it possible to homesick of a place you aren’t even from, and technically you ever visited since you were three and cant remember, i digress, the calendar made me sooo homesick], and my ma got me some...
happy christmas.
I really don’t feel very christmas-y, but I am no doubt loving all of the laughs with family and loved ones. You know reading to the little ones, being made fun of by my OG cousins, and cooking for everyone was nice. I just feel that something was missing this year, it never really quite felt like it was christmas, and here it is almost gone. My family didnt even go on the drive around...
My kid brothers little homie is over, and they were running down the stairs as I was getting ready to go up. Well the kid, who somewhat lacks coordination hella tripped and rolled down like the last five steps and his glasses hella flew off of his face.
I am laughing so hard right now, my stomach is starting to hurt.
I can’t control myself, its just too funny.
I feel bad, because the kid...
I just whooped my kid brohers ass in mancala three times!
I cheated in the first game though.
bottom line, beat him.
Sometimes being a good person is such a hard thing to do.
Sometimes it is so hard to walk away from someone or something without slumming to their level.
I just need to let it go.
move on, and not let this bother me so.
do what i know is right
because what is not in sight
is out of...
“No compass comes with this life,
Just eyes.
So to map it out,
You must look...”
– Beach Chair by Hov.
“..these reasons are probably typical. You can gussy them up with all the pretty...”
– from Best Friends, by Martha Moody.
So, it has been nearly a week, why is it that we have yet to advance beyond pleasantries. If the fact of the matter is that you are nervous/shy, let me know, I am more than capable of putting things into high gear. I am the type of girl that really doesn’t like making the moves, but if it takes me making the first move to get the ball rolling, I’ll make a move.
Hmmmm, this could...
I'm going to get to know you better, this...
1. It is cold as fucking balls in my house right now, & my mother told me not to turn on the heat because “it can’t possibly be that cold in the house” & I can’t start a fire, becuase frankly, I am afraid I just may burn the house down.
[besides the wood is outside and I am more than certain that there are bugs all over it, & I don’t do bugs.]
2. Why am...
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire.
I really and truly do hate to say this.
It doesn’t really feel all that much like chirstmas to me.
I am trying to make it “christmas-y” by listening to christmas music, but it’s just not doing it for me.
On a somehwat relative note, I think this is the first year in the last decade and a half(that made me sound so old, im hardly even twenty) that I have not liked...
Wish I could shut my playboy mouth.
The Lady Gaga concert on this passed Tuesday night was phenomenal. She is was fabulous & mervelous. I think I love her more than I love Gwen Stefani, but, that may be just becuase I have never seen Gwen in concert. Gaga was really good, so glad that I saw her.
Below, I have posted a video (she is performing “Just Dance”), and a few pictures from her performance that night.
Watch
Me: You know what you are like.
Jer: Like a popsicle on a hot day, refreshing.
Me: Are you fucking out of your mind, NO NUGGET. you are like a butt itch in public. hella fucking aggravating.
Jer: Oh, well then, you know what you are like.
Me: Christmas.
Jer: yes.
Me: In all honesty, you are like thanksgiving.
Jer: thanksgiving is better than christmas, everyone knows that.
Me: I know, but i come bearing gifts.
Jer: sometimes the gifts are wack, but its the thought.
Me: Ok, well, hopefully I'll see you soon.
Jer: I hope not, this visit was enough to last a life time.
Me: You are an ass.
Jer: Give me a hug.
Me: Why..
**hug
Me: Bye stupid.
Jer: Jesus.
Me: Jesus??
Jer: Yea its like late.
Me: Bye.
So, my stupid cousin just left.
He managed to turn my life on its ass in a matter of hours.
Well not in the literal sense, more so in the sense that he created commentary for my monday night shows. Had me cracking up because helt felt the urge to do a compilation of beyonce videos, and also pay tribute to dream girls. He did help me study for my final (which I will ACE) and then we watched...
Temporary gratification, self-validation.
In recent months, I have began collecting Virgen de Guadalupe candles.
I don’t have them because she is said to be the mother of christ, or because she is the highest of all of the saints, but because of what she more or less represents to me.
My religion is truly mine own, I don’t fit into a mold or a sect. Various aspects of various religions make sense to me. When I tell people...
“I’m just a virgo trying to find my own version of the Virgin Mary,
&...”
– Atmosphere Lovelife, God Loves Ugly (2002)
Heaven only knows..
Though my relationship with my father is far from the best, far from a place where I feel comfortable talking about him candidly to a stranger, or anyone outside of my mother really. Now that I have grown up, and see him as human and not as the hero he was when I was younger. Though he is probably the subconscious reasoning in why my belief in love has faded along with my trust in the character...
The fight was not good, well not to me anyway. If there is not point when you are sitting in sheer anticipation because the match is so close you are curious as to who really might win the match, I feel as though the phrase “good match” is a bit of an over statment. You could tell by the end of round two who was going to win this match. Personally I was not for one or the other,...
Holla—Ghostface Killah feat. The Delphonics.
Upon my return from Portland, Oregon (a place I will never return to, not even to visit), I put nearly all of my belongings in the garage. Well, slowly, but surely, my things began making their way back into my room, now all that is left in my garage is my printer and school supplies.
I think that today is the day that I bring it up to my room, only problem is, where to put it.
If you want to be good, do it everyday.
I once read somewhere (I really wish that I could remember where) that hestitation is the product of fear. It’s true, I think I know better than a lot of people that this is true. I write everyday (well nearly everyday) and right before I am about to post it, I decide not to. (This is not good because I plan to write for a living, and for the rest of my life, if I am afraid of public...
Happy birthday to my two favorite men, well, two of my favorite men.
1. Uncle Charles.
2. Jiggaman (Jay Z)
Step back I am going to come at you fast.
Myspace blog, sorry for the repetition.
Happy December.
Today marks the first day of the last month of the year.
Have you started reminiscing yet?
Today is World Aids Day.
I don’t want to soapbox at all, so I will just say.
Wrap it up before you smack it up. Its so easy, if you don’t know how to properly wear a condom, I will be more than happy to show you how.
HIV & AIDS is...
“You must do what you have to do, before you can do what you want to do.”
– Forrest Whitaker.
The Great Debaters.
World Aids Day
“Now I throw sheilds on the dick, to stop my from the HIV shit.”
-Biggie.
If Big could wrap it up before he smacked it up, so could you. =]
I am not going to bombard you with the statistics, just know, its preventable.
Better safe than sorry.