ky hampton

thoughts at 8.06p

1. this year has been off to a rocky start. it hasn’t been bad but it’s only been okay. I’ve dealt with my downs and I’ve enjoyed my ups. I have often found myself asking the universe or god, when does it get easier, when is it my turn. I don’t hear back but with every setback I understand that the time isn’t now. I have done the positive thinking, I have done the therapy, the meditating. im hopeful that my break is around the corner. this isn’t me feeling sorry for myself but rather me acknowledging that this is a hard time for me. that this is a time where I find my strength and where it makes me better.
2. after losing 32lbs none of my clothes fit and shopping for new ones is hard. but it’s nice feeling better in my clothes.
3. I had johnny rockets today and I feel like it was everything. I would have rather had nations but that was the next best thing. it was soo yum.
4.i hate season finales.
5. the great gatsby is my new favorite movie of all time. if there was a way that I could watch it for free tonight I would. it was perfect.
6. I was at my little cousins 4th bday party and some lady asked me to hold her one year old and it sneezed on my face and farted at the same time. I must have handed it back to her soo fast. I kinda wanted to put it on the floor but didn’t. little kids are intense.
7. my fish needs some food. I’ve been feeding him shrimp but I’m out of that too now.
8. I just wanna be where you are, ain’t nothing wrong with dancing baby it’s so romantic.

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Tagged: thoughts 18.05.2013

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it was perfect.

Tagged: 17.05.2013

banana nut bread.

I am a believer that everything happens for a reason, but what I believe more than that, is that timing is everything. The right time is critical. Absolutely everything else can be right, but if the time isn’t right it doesn’t matter. People say, ‘this isn’t a good time’ when the time isn’t good, you’re not as open, you miss things, you can’t fathom possibility. Good things happen because of perfect timing. You are late to catch your train, but on your way, you pass a groovy little burger joint that could have the love of your life inside. But, you cant pop inside, because you’re going to miss that train so you lose out on that because the timing is bad. Think back on the best things to happen in your life, and how if the timing was off by even 3 minutes things could have turned out differently. time is of the essence.

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Tagged: ambien ramblings 514 15/05/2013

“With music strong I come, with my cornets and my drums,
I play not marches for accepted victors only, I play great marches for conquer’d and slain persons.

Have you heard it was good to gain the day?
I also say it is good to fall, battles are lost in the same spirit in which they are won.

I beat and pound for the dead,
I blow through my embouchures my loudest and gayest for them.”

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